Well hello there! I haven’t written a writing update since July. I guess I should probably do that now, then, huh?
So. Progress updates.
Currently, I’m working on the second draft of a novel that I wrote last year (hereafter referred to as “the dragon WIP”). My progress on that has been all over the place (I failed Camp NaNoWriMo, by the way), but at the end of August I set a goal for myself to finish the draft before November. It’s much closer than I would have liked, but it’s looking like I’m actually going to hit that goal.
Not going to lie, I didn’t actually believe I would manage it until, like, three days ago. I’ve been chronically behind ever since I started, and for a while it seemed like there was no way I would finish in time. But within the last week and a half or so, I finally buckled down and got to it, even if it meant having absolutely no free time. But that’s okay! Moral of the story, kids, is that if you have an arbitrary goal that you set for yourself, you should do whatever it takes, even sacrificing sleep and self care, to hit it. Yep.
Still, there have been some days—even many days in a row—where I just don’t have it in me to be creative, whether because I’m overwhelmed by the world or just in a general state of mind-numbness. Even though it’s frustrating, I kind of have to accept it. That’s something I’ve had to learn in 2020: being kind to myself creatively, because I can’t be at 100% all the time.
But NaNoWriMo is almost here, which means AHAHA SCREW BEING KIND TO MYSELF IT’S TIME TO WRITE UNTIL MY BRAIN MELTS BABEYYYY.
We’ll get to that.
Right now, I have three chapters left to edit. Just seventeen pages. And a lot of that won’t require huge changes since I significantly rewrote the ending earlier this year. So I’ll probably finish within the next day or two.
Originally, my plan was to finish draft 2 so I could dive into draft 3 during NaNoWriMo, but I decided that I needed a little more time to let it sit before starting a new draft with fresh eyes. I haven’t exactly figured out what I’ll be doing with draft 3, but I imagine I’ll be focusing more on voice and style. Should be fun!
If you need me, I’ll just be staring at the last 17 pages of my WIP and screaming internally.
In all honesty, though, as tough as this WIP has been, I don’t think I’ll get tired of working on it anytime soon. I’m looking forward to taking a break so that my brain can be in a different space for a while, but I’m also eager get back into it and make it even better. These characters only get more beloved to me the longer I stay with them.
So I’ll leave you with some more songs for my main character, Nat:
- mirrorball by Taylor Swift
- I want you to know / I’m a mirrorball / I can change everything about me to fit in
- Light On by Maggie Rogers
- But everything kept moving / And the noise got too loud / With everyone around me saying / “You should be so happy now”
- the end by MisterWives
- Been looking down / But I’m looking up to the sky / Not covering my eyes
Now that I’m finishing up one project, it’s time to turn my attention to the next one! As usual, I’m planning to participate in National Novel Writing Month in November, a writing challenge with the goal of writing 50,000 words in 30 days. This will be my seventh year doing it (😱). If you’re also planning to do NaNo, you should add me as a buddy!
Like I said, I decided to take a break from my dragon WIP to focus on a new story for a while. I only had the idea for the novel I’ll be writing a few weeks ago, and I’ve barely had time to plan anything since I’ve been rushing to finish the dragon WIP, so now NaNoWriMo is less than a week away and I still have so much to figure out. Yikes!!
That said, I do know a few things. My NaNo project is going to be a YA contemporary fantasy set at an elite, artsy boarding school, and it’s going to have major Fall Vibes™ and definitely a dark academia aesthetic.
Here’s what I do know: There will be three POVs, and the narrators’ names are Flora, Kate, and Beanie. There will be some very pretentious and smart characters, some examination of privilege in academia, and heavy-handed metaphors about academic pressure. There will be monsters and theatre productions and found family (naturally) and antagonism-to-lovers romance.
Basically, it’s a combination of my love for Ninth House, If We Were Villains, and The Dead Poets Society as well as an outlet to express my frustration with my own experiences in academia.
I’m very excited for it! Even though I barely have anything planned!
Here’s a little aesthetic thing I made to show the Mood:
So that’s my project! And now I have the next six days to figure out what I’m going to write about for a month. I’ve tried diving into a new project for NaNoWriMo without planning anything out, but that’s never worked very well. Pantsing is not my style.
I get the feeling that the results of the US election are going to massively affect my writing, so I’m hoping that things don’t go like they did in 2016 (for so many reasons) or else I don’t know how I’m going to continue writing. It’s going to be a stressful start to the month. (So if you’re in the US, go vote so that I can finish NaNoWriMo. Also, you know, so that this country doesn’t crumble into fascism. 😌)
Wish me luck with finishing everything in time! And if you’re also doing NaNoWriMo (or just want some writing inspiration in general), check out this collaboration post I did with some other bloggers about writing advice. It’s pretty great, if I do say so myself.
Are you working on any writing projects right now? How are they going? Are you planning to participate in NaNoWriMo?
x Margaret
LOVING the deranged writer lady energy you’re bringing in this post. we stan.
(also good luck on finishing your draft and nano!!!!)
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Ahaha deranged writer lady is pretty much the energy I’m going for 100% of the time 😂 Thanks my dude!!
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Congrats on nearly finishing draft 2 of your WIP, and good luck with NaNoWriMo!
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Ahh thanks so much! 😊
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Good luck with your writing!
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Thank you!! 😊
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I have a friend who is starting a NaNoWriMo project next month. I can’t do it – I don’t have the discipline.
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Good luck to your friend! It definitely does take a lot of discipline 😅
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Good luck with your novel!! It sounds so cool!!
I have a few ideas for what I’m going to write in November, but I’ve spent a lot less time than I planned to plotting!
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Thanks so much, Aria 😊 Ahh yep, there never does seem to be enough time to do as much planning as I’d like. Hope your writing goes well!!
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October flew by so fast! I hope yours does as well!!
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It sure did!! Happy end of October to you!
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Um, okay, that mood board looks wonderful, and this idea just sounds awesome, and I want to read it now, so I’m wishing you all the success on NaNo so hopefully I CAN read it someday! I’m going into NaNo with quite a bit already written, and while I really would love to finish the novel this month, that would be insane, and I’d have to do literally nothing but write. Like, quit my job and seclude myself in a cabin. That does sound delightful, though.
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Ahh thank you so much, Mary! I’m very excited for it 😊 Tbh secluding myself in a cabin for a month doesn’t sound bad at all…
Hope NaNo goes well for you too and that you make lots of progress on your novel! ❤
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Oh wow, sounds like you’ve been really hustling on this WIP. Good luck for finishing it and I hope you don’t burn out! I’m not participating in NaNoWriMo because I’ve tried it twice and realised it’s not how I would like to write a novel, I would rather take my time. But good luck to you 🙂
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Ahaha yep, it’s definitely been a hustle! That’s great that you’ve figured out that NaNo doesn’t fit with your style of writing—hope you have good luck with your projects nonetheless!
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i loved reading this post, margaret!! i’m in the same boat as you with nano and not having much planned for this year — 2020 has just been too much and my brain is low on creative plotting juice 😭 i think i’m going to just try to write short stories instead of an actual novel, since i’m like you and can’t write well as a pantser lmao! but wishing you all the luck with getting your planning done — what you have so far sounds so amazing and i can’t wait to hear (and possibly read!) more of it 🥺
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Thanks so much, May! I think 2020 has sapped the creative juice for all of us 😭 Working on short stories sounds like a great idea—best of luck to you!! I hope November is a great writing month for both of us 😊
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Good luck with your revision and NaNoWriMo! I feel you so much; I have been behind with revising my WIP since August and I didn’t manage to make a dent in line-edits before my new semester started. Idk how much I’ll get done until the end of the year either 😅 Ohhhh your NaNo Project sounds so good! Boarding School? Fall Vibes? Dark Academia? Sign me up 🥰💗
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Thanks so much, Caro! ❤ Ahh I wish you all the luck with your writing too—even if you don't manage to hit all your goals, any progress at all is amazing!
Yess I'm so excited for this NaNo project and I think it'll be so fun to write during the fall! 😀
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“Moral of the story, kids, is that if you have an arbitrary goal that you set for yourself, you should do whatever it takes, even sacrificing sleep and self care, to hit it.” Haha, I do that. Do I need a whole year to put myself back together afterwards? Maybe, but my goals are met.
I hope all’s going well with your WIP and I wish you the best of luck with your NaNo project! It sounds very interesting!! I wasn’t planning to participate this year, but an idea I had been processing for a long time finally clicked together just in time for NaNo, so now I gotta write it.
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So glad you understand! I’m sure that’s a healthy way of achieving goals, right? Heh… 😅
Thanks so much for the good luck wishes! Ahh I love that feeling when an idea just clicks—hope all goes well for you too! 😊
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